Free coke up for grabs outside SP bus stop! I though need to buy, cause the people infront of me didn't take the bottles of coke.
It was mine turn, and the person said 'Free Coke'. HAHAHA, of course me melvin and vernon each took one!
After that we headed to Sumo House for dinner.
Too engrossed with my food. :) Was talking a lot of weird stuffs and stuffs about religion.
Look at this word when you feel that life is meaningless. GODISNOWHERE - If your first mind you thought is God Is NoWhere, think again. Seperate the word again, and it become GOD IS NOW HERE. Amen (:
Maybe, you'll might say there isn't God, and there many ways you can prove it to me.
But well, no one can confirm there is or there isn't. What I know for sure, is that in my heart I love my God, and nothing going to change it.
I might not be a good or strong Christian but so what? That's my believe.
What if I died, and know that there's no heaven nor eternal life, will I regret being a Christian and do so much thing? My answer was a no, at least I know the bible teaches me a lot and I'm happy holding that hope that God existed. I still love you, God.
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Super vain! Hehehe. Supposing to be studying but end up playing with my hair and camera!
I think I almost got a heart attack just now, there was a random person talking to me, and it was started with a hello, and followed by, why didn't you come to class today!!!! Then it was actually my GEMS teacher. It was sort of weird, because the teacher was like so hip, and said quite a amount of Singlish. Though I think that my GEMS is seriously boring, but I think the teacher is nice. And he told me to get notes from him tommorrow.
On another note, what you said is right. Maybe, I should just keep one blog for my blogging interest.
And stop blogging personal things on that private blog cause it isn't safe there too? Oh so fickle uh?
People changes according to environment don't they? And I think I'm one of them.
Keeping a private blog meant two things to me;
1) Time is limited, sometimes, we might not catch up with friends for like a month or so. And the private blog is some place where I could tell them things. All my friends meant a lot a lot to me. I never wanted to be drifted apart from them.
2) Maybe its a place for me to rant all my unhappiness and not offend anyone?
"Change; we don't like it; we fear it, but we can’t stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But here’s the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, oh, sometimes change is good. Sometimes, change is everything."
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Spot the similarities between me and my sister. :)
" You wake up with a list of all the people you'd rather be. But you're already on everyone else's list. "
Learning to be contented with what I am and what I have. I might not be the best/cleverest/prettiest/tallest person. What I have may not be the best in the world.
But I'm glad that in my heart, Xianying still the best to me. My eye candy. Hehehe.
I feel pity for those people who despised themselves and hated themselves, isn't loving better than hating yourself?
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I've been going to church, not going to church, going to church. It seems I've been a bad girl and gone on alternate weeks. But I've been always listening sermon online if I can't make it to service.
"Dear God, no matter what happens, whether be it good or bad, I'll keep in faith, cause you knows better than anyone else of what I'm going through. God, I know you can't wait to pour out your blessing and breakthru after we finish our test and tribulation. Iloveyou. Amen."
God is good all the time, and all the time God is good.
Here's something I read just now,
“I will cause showers to come down in their season; there shall be showers of blessing.” Ezekiel 34:26
Who can say, “I will cause showers to come down,” besides God? There is only one Person that can speak to the clouds and cause them to rain. Who sends down the rain upon the earth? Who scatters the showers upon the fields? It is the Lord. So grace is the gift of God and is not created by man. The whole of creation depends on His grace.
What would a farmer do without rain? He may till the land; he may sow his seeds, but what can he do without the rain? Therefore, it is absolutely necessary for us to have the divine blessings of God. Unless God gives the rain and sends salvation, we who labor will labor in vain.
“I will cause showers to come.” It does not say, “I will cause drops to come.” If God gives a blessing, He usually gives it in such a measure that there is not room enough to receive it. It’s God’s abundant grace! We need God’s grace for everything. We need abundant grace to keep us humble, to make us prayerful and to make us holy. We need abundant grace to make us zealous, to preserve us through this life, and at last to land us in heaven. We need to saturate ourselves with showers of grace.
It is also seasonable grace. “I will cause showers to come down in their season” (Ezek. 34:26). What is your season today? Is it a season of drought? Then it is the season for showers—showers of blessings. Is it a season of great heaviness and black clouds? Then it is your season for showers—showers of grace. “As your days, so shall your strength be” (Deut. 33:25).
“There shall be showers of blessing.” The word “showers” is in the plural. God will send all kinds of blessings. All of God’s blessings go together, like links in a chain. If He gives saving grace, He will also give comforting grace. What are you waiting for? Look up toward the heavens today and expect God to shower you with His abundant blessings.
- Pastor Kong
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"Avoiding is hard, letting go is harder, but forgetting someone is impossible."
Mini Steamboat @ Jurong Point with Ben, Gary, Melvin & Junyan. It's located at the Kopitiam on the 3th stories. SGD$5!!!!
I'm like advertising it like mad, but it was a total disappointment today, the soup base, didn't taste sweet at all, and has a funny weird taste. The vegetables ain't sweet like it used to be.
Maybe because it's business was so good that their standard dropped. Who knows? Hmph!
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At the corner of my eyes, I see you
Friday, December 4, 2009
